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PIANO
A piano from a distance Playing a soothing requiem The weeping of mourners Echoing in each string The bloodstained keys By deepening grief stricken By languid fingers struck The horror draws near Pupils dilate with fear Capillaries to the surface come Bloodshot my eyes become Darkness cuddles me In its cradle of shadows And sings a lullaby to me Of eternal elusive sleep WORDLESS Pictures of current days Moments wrapped in solace-paper Nothing they can actually say They’ll sadly die sooner or later Lips stitched up Mouth frantically striving to open Find a world to eat up The only motive Words trying to escape Jumping into vacuum unbound A fruitless attempt to describe Ineffable obstacles to surmount DEAD POETRY One thousand mute stanzas shouting Ears reading between the lines The mysteries concealed revealed Realization snowing, pouring down Thrown into Earth been have I Being a human being myself I found To be finite I am compelled Angst’s name I can’t pronounce Nothingness encountered Knowing not how to beat Writing from dawn to dusk Seeing my fatigued hand bleed When I’m all gone My legacy will I delegate It is my last endeavour To transcend this mortal fate MOTHER Breasts nursing immoderately Lips sucking unrestrainedly Excess of stimuli overloaded Surfeit of pleasure creating Psyche elaborating id Two non-separate beings Mother-son Annihilating each other Cannibalistic incest Secondary violence spinning Round and around my ego Deciphering worlds Decoding cries All for my good All for my well-being Keeping me away From experience I need Producing livable fantasies For her offspring Mommy, do you love me? Will you love me till it hurts? Please, don’t let me breathe MELANCHOLY I see through windows the climate react Flakes of snow try to survive fall in vain Bewailing prisms the light trespass-diffract For their fleeting lives they have lived in pain Eyeless sorrows echoing in the taut air Of agony screams sound in bereavement For laments of life-death their days impair Their souls alone search for hurt abatement They try to find where meaning there is not A reason that makes up for the suffering But causes border the logical not Their minds cannot achieve understanding In their departure is left silence mere For when death is there nothing dares draw near DEATH II Death spiraling up and down The twisted roots of the tree of despondency Swirling like a swarm of locusts Across time and space Inexorably erasing my will to live Uninterruptedly making me die Joy born, by and from, life Is just a dread mask To smother sorrow in non-realization Turning life in a lengthy consolation The ultimate aim of life is Death beyond Death An aimless aim MEMORIES I’m so afraid I’m forgetting everything Every single bygone moment fades away They are smashed against a mass of oblivion There, they all shade off and confound Just blurred images with no faces I fail to remember My face My self Where am I? Past futile arcades I pass them through And none is retained Like memorized useless data They are shredded away Is my past dying with me? Is my unborn future dead already? Does the abyss looks into me As I look into it? SELF-HARM I’m not practicing for Hell If you might be wondering Simply I’m learning how to die Not to live, to die Am I dead or alive right now? I suppose the blade will tell me Won’t it? Don’t tell me things ok are gonna be ‘Cause that only a fucking cliché can be I’m already forgetting how to feel To refresh my memory I need a shake of thoughts The razor will bring back what I thought lost I’m not seeking for your attention If you might be wondering Simply I need scars as reminders of who the fuck I am Each perfect mark An aide-mémoire of my innocence forlorn They sink in my skin refusing to leave As sanity afloat tries itself to keep Mommy, am I still alive? |
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